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from First Know What You're Dealing With (or the Erin has no money and needs to pay her rent record) by Kill The Buddha

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lyrics

Enzyme Happening (G D A)
I dread the night I sit with your ghost
in my dream you hurt me the most
but I forgive you all the time
all the time time
I step away, this way and that way
started out before you could catch me and
when I’m gone you carry on
thinking you’d put me first
you put me first
in my dream you hurt me the worst
but I forget it all the time
all the time

you lose your sight and get a gun
and I was there and you point it at someone
that made me and I call you a baby
and you shot it at me
I could feel myself bleed
where I couldn’t see, right in the control
you made me and I call you a baby
and you shot it at me

you lose your sight
calling yourself alone in the night
you can play with each other the killing game
the fighting to stay the same
and never call one another by your name
and you can make the things you never meant
that make you able to say I regret, I regret, I regret
and you could kill me by mistake
and not remember the mess you made

you made me and I call you a baby
and you shot it at me
I’d never know if I was dead
if I didn’t count on somebody else instead

I shared a house with your ghosts
in my dream they hated you the most
but I’d defend you all the time
all the time time
I would tell them about your good intentions
you were just younger and dumber
than you like to mention
and they’d ask if that’s your best excuse
and say, is that good enough for you?
and I’d let them live with me in my house
and we would share the things we’ve lived without

and I’ll never blame another shot
on the things you did
and the things you’re not